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Diary #01

7/10/2026

Finally trying to use this website! Honestly I was thinking that I would use a different template and tinker with it as I went on, but juggling that at the same time as learning HTML was asking too much of me. I try to do alot pretty often. I give up on them just as much, but that's ok-- Giving up is just like putting things down, there's always a chance to pick it back up. I haven't done all that much this workweek admittedly, I've been working longer hours because I don't want any complaints from my boss at work, but it also means I come back home more tired. Stretching always helps my body come back around but I haven't felt much motivation to even do that much. I can feel how the hours build on my mental, the consistent weariness and white noise... But I'm not like, sad really. I just don't feel much about it, in that 'Much ado about nothing' sense.

I've been trying to make up for the lackluster mind by keeping an active schedule, and we're still looking to see if the results are good. Usually they are! But I do feel like I'm picking up after myself, I don't know if I'm behind the future me or the past me... It's ok. My video suggestions as of late have sucked pretty bad too, I'm starting to realize I don't have many for-fun channels to watch so I'll probably ask around for more. In terms of reading: I've been bouncing between several books to keep my attention, but I've been listening to The Land of Milk & Honey by C Pam Zheng & reading Sherlock when I go to bed. The Milk & Honey book is alright, I don't think I like the narrator though. Sherlock is always a quick n' breezy read, I just hope I'm not training myself to become sleepy each time I use my Kobo, LOL.

I want to work on my comics!!!!!! I want to post progress updates here too, just to stimulate myself. But if I rush on any of my ideas, I'll always lose steam doubly quicker... Scheduling out my activities might help. I need to update my financial sheets too. But most of all: I just wanted to post here so I can convince myself to ramble into an empty space freely without worry of my friends on discord. Hope this works! If not, that's okay too...